Alot of things have made me stop and think.. take stock of my life
Im in the driving seat so to speak ..yet i let it run away with its self
All false hope and wishes screw you up ,BUT it was me doing that to myself ive found no one made me feel that way i done it myself in my own head ,believed there was something that wasn't.
I spoke to a friend today and things they said made me think of myself the way i see life and how i care alot for people and i generally get hurt in the process.
I need to toughen up and forget about maybe and what ifs and enjoy the now ..i do but every now and again i slip back into my old self and it doesn't do anyone any good.
I have all that's important in my life at the moment and i should be very grateful :)