Do not pursue the past.
Do not lose yourself in the future.
The past no longer is.
The future has not yet come.
Looking deeply at life as it is.
In the very here and now, the practitioner dwells in stability and freedom.
We must be diligent today.
To wait until tomorrow is too late.
Death comes unexpectedly.
How can we bargain with it?

By Bhaddekaratta Sutta

Music

“Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows to the soul.”

Well i never ..??!!

Well i don't offen find some one with similar tastes and be on the same wave length as me
And i did on twitter so bonus lol 'anyway' as il call them ;-) is defo a top person ! great to talk to and wicked taste in music ..so cheers 'anyway' lol

My loves

Well theres lots I'm passionate about ..but here's a few..lol in no order of course !

Music! music ,music and did i say music lol
Photography
My family n friends id do anything for them
Writing
Computers/technology /gadgets
Anything weird n different 'not the norm'
Veggi bacon lol mmmmmm
Laughing ,love humour ....love to smile
Cars n bikes
Men in uniform lol ..well what girl doesn't ?? lol
Learning ..love to learn i always want to no more
Being in 'love'
Cuddles n kisses
Tattoos n piercings

Well theirs a few I'm sure il tell you about more ..as ya do lol

Pet hates

Defo clowns

Midgets(scare me lol duno why )

Socks and sandals ewwwwwww

Bananas ( i no weird one there ..but hate the skins lol n the smell )

Spiders

Men who leave there socks on while 'at it' lol

Toilet roll holders ..now your thinking sheeeeeeeee's a nutter lol

Lids left on aerosol cans

Half used pill packets (i have to cut them off lol)

Oh the list is endless and yup I'm weird i no BUT lovable toooo ''sad puppy eyes '' lol

"Taking away my music ..means you'd be taking away my heart and soul ''

Holding on !!!!!!!!!

Woopwoop

I'm on such a high and i don't no why ..oo I'm a poet and didn't no it lol ..sorry stoopid mood..
Just loving life at the moment ..i feel high as as kite and no i haven't taken any drugs lol.
Just Ive finally ...i don't no ..just enjoying myself id say and I'm happy ..hope it lasts ,shouldn't speak to soon i suppose as what goes up must come down so they say ..but sod it I'm happy !!

25th april 09

Ive decided i will write a book lol OK stop laughing .. i did start to write and kind off stopped mid flight.
Its about my life before and after coping with different problems i faced and the weird things i did at times lol.
Il enjoy writing it even it i never do anything with it and maybe one day il let someone else read it ..hopefully when I'm no long dwelling this world lol or il die anyway of embarrassment with the thing il be writing ...

Anyway....... lol .. not a bad week actually more of a good mood week compared to the last few weeks when Ive felt yuk the 'poor me syndrome' reappeared as i call it lol but I'm good life's ok ..still smiling so that's a good thing :-)

Twitter

Twitter my second home at the moment lol,i just love and the people that use it are very cool ,Ive got to know so many wonderful people id never of met otherwise.
Twitter has opened a whole new world up for me...at first i thought hmm but glad i stuck with it.

Cheers twitter :)

Sometimes..

you have to stop thinking so much

And go were your heart takes you

If

lol ok im easily pleased..mmmmmmm lol

Lol my fav

LOVE this song and when i die i want it at my funeral lol :-P

I am

Smoking

OMG i smoke wayyyyyyy to much :-S,i decided to give up again over a month ago and did actually cut right down BUT now the more i think about giving up the more i actually smoke !!!!!??

Why i have no idea ??

I really need to sort it out i actually hate doing it now and its annoying me ,i no i can give up as i did for eight years ,then like a idiot stared again..I am a twat !

So Ive got to try and do it again prove to myself i can do it :)

Waffle

Oh I'm on a roll tonight got so much to say and its all waffle lol
But hey that's me full of randomness and waffle ..

I admit i am confused at this moment in my life OK always confused lol and all that confusion is swimming round my head and falling out as randomness waffling lol

yeah great i no..I could talk cod shit for hours lol

If U

So the saying goes..

If you cant be with the one you love ..love the one your with ..

Yeah right lol..when your thinking of the one your not with 24/7 lol bit of a mind fuck don't you think lol

Men

Why are men so weird ??? you tell me ..please ...no go on.. enlighten me to the male brain???
Because i really haven't a clue..Ive always said there lead by the dicks lol sorry but from my experience they are.

No seriously they are a mystery to me..i love them BUT have no idea what goes on inside there heads??..or is it just the ones i no lol ??

Or maybe its me ?? that's a point I'm there weird one !? lol
Ok i admit I'm weird wacky and whatever else in between BUT i don't play mind games..i don't think ...Im kinda straight forward take me as i am.. Iam what it says on the tin so to speak lol.

Arr well that's life i suppose one of the many mystery's il never no lol

Daft lol..but i wonder ???

I wonder if people wonder what I wonder, because I wonder what people wonder. Do YOU wonder what I wonder? Now THAT is what I wonder. I wonder what you’re wondering as you wonder what I wonder, if of course you’re even wondering what I’m wondering…

I wonder..

lol

I said to my 'ex' You can lie to me,You can lie to the court,hell…You can even lie in front of a bus!lol

Nasty i no :-P

Lyrics to My wish by Rascal flatt -

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you want to go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
and if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' 'til you find the window,
if it's cold outside,
show the world the warmth of your smile,
but more than anything, more than anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and always give more then you take.

But more than anything, Yeah, and more than anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
this is my wish
i hope you know somebody loves you
may all your dreams stay big

Purple rain

Lyrics | Prince Lyrics | Purple Rain Lyrics

????

I don't understand people sometimes?? saying that i don't understand myself half the time,so how am i ment to understand someone else???

answers on a post card lol

A - Z of me

A= affectionate
B= bonkers
C= caring
D= daft
E= easygoing
F= funny
G= giving
H= happy
I= i cant think of one lol
J= Jealous
K= kind
L= lover
M= mad
N= nuts
O= overweight lol
P= passionate
Q= quiet
R= romantic ,random
S= shy
T= tactile
U= understanding
V= vocal
W= wacky..weird..womble lol
X= x-rated
Y= young at heart
Z= zany

Sunday

Not to sure how i feel this week to be honest lol
Kind of in between ,not to sure of anything kind of mood :-$
Just one of them weeks i suppose ???
Been doing alot of thinking this week on what direction i want my life to go in and things i want to change ..well try and change and i think I'm getting there slowly. ....i think ?

Blogging

I really enjoy blogging ,but sometimes i no i have to hold back ..lol not very offen ..as i no i bare my soul in blogging.
Been blogging here n there for years about all parts of my life and now i can finally say there not as bad as they ust to be as in how i felt about my life and myself.
My first blog i ever done was at a time when i could see no future at all ..and reading today its just so weird in how my mind was working.
I never big myself up BUT noing how far Ive come in my life in the last few years im proud of myself actually..i no some days are crap but compared to how life ust to be every things going in the right direction for me :)

My week

My week hmmm lol ...

Vicki's comp went tits up so shes not been online boo hoo ..but hopefully itl be fixed tomorrow ..yay!..

Ive actually started sorting my flat out ..long time coming ..just got to keep at it now ..I'm such a hoarder its unbelievable lol .

Haven't seen a certain someone as much this week which is a good thing considering the probs i had last weekend ..don't need being called up and texted 24/7 BUT that came to a head last night n now its started again :( Aint a clue to sort it out ,yea ignore it all but i tryed that one.

Spoke to someone on a dating site lol i no there naff but so far he seems kool compared to rest ..only time will tell i suppose.

See Matt today which was kool ,haven't seen him in a while ,hes ok .

Soo what will next week bring :-$ ..something better pleassssssssssssse lol