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Im Claire.. Short,fat,enjoying life NOW after a long time coming !Trying to find my feet again in this life

Sunday, 26 July 2009

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

Tuesday, 14 July 2009

Dreams part 2

Lol now I'm mad ..was squirrels last night lol amongst other things :-S and apparently it means-

-A squirrel could represent a comfortable friend, someone you enjoy having fun with.

-squirrel in a dream could also be pointing out the importance of planning ahead. Even if you want to have fun in your life, always be looking towards the future. Make sure you spend some part of your time preparing for the future, so that when it comes, you're ready.

-hiding something

Hmm :-S look forward to to nights dream lol ..weiiiiiiirrrrrrrrd lol

Monday, 13 July 2009


I keep having the weirdest dreams lol :-S.. I'm into dream analysis but mine don't make sense as in what they mean.
Think its just whats in my head at the moment to be honest

- Loyal
- Passionate
- Resourceful
- Observant
- Dynamic
- Suspicious
- Unyielding

Scorpio in a Nutshell:

Scorpio is the astrology sign of extremes and intensity. Scorpios are very deep, intense people, there is always more then meets the eye. They present a cool, detached and unemotional air to the world yet lying underneath is tremendous power, extreme strength, intense passion and a strong will and a persistent drive. Scorpios have a very penetrative mind, do not be surprised if they ask questions, they are trying to delve deeper and figure things out and survey the situation. They always want to know why, where and any other possible detail they can possibly know. Scorpio's are very weary of the games that other people try to play and they are very aware of it. Scorpios tend to dominate and control anyone that lets them, or anyone that they find weak. The person that a Scorpio respects and holds close to them is treated with amazing kindness, loyalty and generosity. On the outside, a Scorpio has great secretiveness and mystery. This magnetically draws people to them. They are known to be controlling and too ambitious but only because they need control for this makes them feel safe

Sunday, 12 July 2009


I just want to say so much ..its all in my head but cant get it all out i suppose :-S
Things wer great thought id found a missing piece now that piece is backing away i feel inside.
I don't want that piece to go away ..I want it to stay even if its certain terms ..which I'm ok with
Quite weird how somethings just fit like a puzzle and when they ain't there no more kinda feels empty again.
Weirdly enough i have puzzle piece as a tattoo i had done as i always felt i had that piece missing from certain things that has happened in my life.


Sometimes by someone not saying anything says so much more and hurts so much more then if they wer actually straight with you.
Every ones different i no and yes the truth hurts but so does not noing so much more id say ..well does to me.

Saturday, 11 July 2009

Everything happens for a reason??? Does it ?? I don't no ,I thought i did ....

Friday, 10 July 2009

What a weird week :-S ...good weird and confusing weird if that makes sense OK I'm confused myself so no one else has a hope in hells chance of noing what I'm on about lol .
I just no I'm happy and want to be in the moment of every second and enjoy what i have at this moment in time in my life.
Funny old thing life it has ups n downs ..twists n turns and surprises you when you least expect it.
I just hope how i feel is how someone else feels and there happy to ..I no its confusing at the moment but everything happens for a reason i say ..and for a reason you came into my life
I hope your always be in it :)

I Love You x

Thursday, 9 July 2009

The human heart feels things the eyes cannot see and things the mind cannot understand.

Monday, 6 July 2009

Friday, 3 July 2009

I some how feel different ,in a good way i mean ..i feel more complete if that doesn't sound weird.
I feel as if Ive found something that was missing from my life and even if i never fully have the missing part i no it will always be a part of me.
Its opened up all sides of myself that i had thought id lost along time ago .

Thursday, 2 July 2009

Delerium "Silence ''

I can't help this longing
Comfort me
I can't hold it all in
If you won't let me

Written for me by someone so Thank you x

It happened I suppose, but it wasn't planned
She came into my life, and I feel that nothing will be the same again
The wanting is here, but everything about those feelings are wrong
Part of me wants it to be so right, so incredibly right
She fulfills me more than anyone ever in my life
Her warmth and passion flow through me
And to me
There will never be someone that fills that void in quite the same way
She needs love of which I can give, but cannot
And for this, I am truly sorry

Wednesday, 1 July 2009


Ooo I'm on one today the randomness is flowing big stylie lol ...
Kinda good really as i no im getting back to being me again
Weird thing to say but makes sense to me.
I get knocked of course sometimes and then find my way back again.. don't we all ??
And many people knocked me off my course and then bring me back again
I have some great friends that lead me back to were i belong ... So thank you
Some aint even aware how much they help me .. i may speak alot or just in passing in life or on twitter ect ..but it helps me alot without you even noing

You (poem)

You mesmerise me ..intrigue me
My mind full of lust for you
I want to kiss you lips and feel your warm breath against mine
soft skin touching each others bodies
Hearts racing,minds pumping,blood flowing
With every touch and look
I want you!


why do people play games hmm .. i dont do games don't do it !! grr !!silly arses annoy me ..
Im not easly annoyed these days but when someone plays mind games that windes me up
Im not here for there enjoyment of seeing how high il jump

So im stepping away from the game players n hope you have fun doing what you do best as im not playing no more .. it don't work ..

Rant over lol (soz)
I never knew there would be a better just came and stole my heart
took me away from the heartache
and showed me light from dark
maybe itl last ..maybe it will be passing
but thank you for dropping by and showing me
life isn't always in the dark

When someone comes into my life i must admit i think hmm somethings going to go wrong or there just out to hurt me (intentionally or not) that's just all i no from past experience.
I want to so much believe that someone likes/wants me from me and theres no hidden agenda ..if that makes sense..its a complicated thing to explain ..but i think iam restoring my faith in human nature lol not all men/people are well lets just say are end in ###KER lol ....
I love to much ..i care to much AND it gets you sod all usually ...but i dnt want to become a hardened bitch that doesn't care for no one ..maybe its better that way no feeling no worries ??
But that's just not me I'm afraid ..yer i say im a bitch ,im not.. only when provoked i no how to stick up for myself believe me !lol .. its hard to find a happy medium in life as in being caring and being a sponge .. are well tis life ..think im on one today thinking wise lol better shut up now i suppose :-P
Well what a day,week ,month,year,life ... funny old thing life ..never quite understood it .... lol
All i do no is you learn by your mistakes ..going through hell makes you stronger... falling in love/lust hurts so much...
you leave this life with nothing and you have to enjoy every moment as any second it could all be taken away from you ... or the people you hold dear could be never ever take anyone in your like for that family,friends,partners/lovers whoever cherish them all
They all add you the tapestry of life... every person adds a square to my life that good bad or whatever I'm me because of every person that touches my life ..some add to it.... some destroy it but we cant change whats been just make sure the future is the best it can be...