Randomness

Ooo I'm on one today the randomness is flowing big stylie lol ...
Kinda good really as i no im getting back to being me again
Weird thing to say but makes sense to me.
I get knocked of course sometimes and then find my way back again.. don't we all ??
And many people knocked me off my course and then bring me back again
I have some great friends that lead me back to were i belong ... So thank you
Some aint even aware how much they help me .. i may speak alot or just in passing in life or on twitter ect ..but it helps me alot without you even noing

You (poem)

You mesmerise me ..intrigue me

My mind full of lust for you

I want to kiss you lips and feel your warm breath against mine

soft skin touching each others bodies

Hearts racing,minds pumping,blood flowing

With every touch and look

I want you!

Games...

why do people play games hmm .. i dont do games don't do it !! grr !!silly arses annoy me ..
Im not easly annoyed these days but when someone plays mind games that windes me up
Im not here for there enjoyment of seeing how high il jump

So im stepping away from the game players n hope you have fun doing what you do best as im not playing no more .. it don't work ..

Rant over lol (soz)

I never knew there would be a better tomorrow...it just came and stole my heart

took me away from the heartache

and showed me light from dark

maybe itl last ..maybe it will be passing

but thank you for dropping by and showing me

life isn't always in the dark

When someone comes into my life i must admit i think hmm somethings going to go wrong or there just out to hurt me (intentionally or not) that's just all i no from past experience.
I want to so much believe that someone likes/wants me from me and theres no hidden agenda ..if that makes sense..its a complicated thing to explain ..but i think iam restoring my faith in human nature lol not all men/people are well lets just say are end in ###KER lol ....
I love to much ..i care to much AND it gets you sod all usually ...but i dnt want to become a hardened bitch that doesn't care for no one ..maybe its better that way no feeling no worries ??
But that's just not me I'm afraid ..yer i say im a bitch ,im not.. only when provoked i no how to stick up for myself believe me !lol .. its hard to find a happy medium in life as in being caring and being a sponge .. are well tis life ..think im on one today thinking wise lol better shut up now i suppose :-P

Well what a day,week ,month,year,life ... funny old thing life ..never quite understood it .... lol
All i do no is you learn by your mistakes ..going through hell makes you stronger... falling in love/lust hurts so much...
you leave this life with nothing and you have to enjoy every moment as any second it could all be taken away from you ... or the people you hold dear could be ..so never ever take anyone in your like for granted....be that family,friends,partners/lovers whoever cherish them all
They all add you the tapestry of life... every person adds a square to my life ..be that good bad or whatever I'm me because of every person that touches my life ..some add to it.... some destroy it but we cant change whats been just make sure the future is the best it can be...